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Saturday, May 8, 2010
Pink page with the word "Gurl Power". Feel so "Girly" after having it but..... .........there's always the FIRST TIME. I love Blue ... I still love blue. A change in colour of my belongings had stunned most of my friends!!! PINK PINK PINK .... I felt pink makes people think I'm more like a female ??? Next, ............ Updates: + HSA called or I could say push me to attend an interview with them. + Mum scolded me all because she don't want me to face "dead people" every time. + I felt a sense of belonging =) + I kept dozing off in class on Monday, thanks to Hoon & Candy for "entertaining" me. + Thursday mood was weird, tired? Kept very quiet. + Mum bought doughnut + Muffin for me .... =) .... but + Doughnut + Muffin was eaten by my dog Dennise =( + Friday was indeed great =) LOVES!!!! + Dad dapao dinner for me =) + Sour mango =) Mum words kept playing in my mind. What's she hinting me? I'm trying my best to juggle between studies , work and house matters. Keep track of the daily happenings in home ... I felt mum was tired. Trying my best to play my part. Hope everyone co-operate in this family. Sometimes I felt my thinking were too far-sighted but does anyone ever consider the word "What If" ? What if someone close to us was gone due to overload of burden? I knew I've no right to comment but all I hope is "Please place a thought for others". I'm changing ... probably that's why Mum say I'm...... I always believe 'Treat people the way you want people to treat you". So ..... mmmmm ... is my thinking too old for my age ?? Am i getting too emotional? I'm trying to get things fix and done but it doesn't turn out to be the way I want it to be. I really hope Mum and Brother will be at "good terms" again. They had not been talking for a week plus. I had been the one passing words around. I really want things to get better, don't wish to tired Mum out therefore brother have to do the laundry on his own but will he misunderstand the meaning of it ? As what daddy had mention, "don't spoon feed". Will all this cause a misunderstanding? Or a even worst misunderstanding above the other incident that had happen? Haiz.... Next, I've survived for the first week in work and studies. Mum and dad for like ..... I knew they had tried my best not to "disturb" me during the weekdays and that really makes me laugh out loud =) ... wakakaka...LOVES them LOTS =) Oh yea, there are still many things I've to learn .... step by step ... is part of growing I believe ... CPF issue...Repayment of Education Loans...Insurance... mmmmmmm
`Angealla
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